Glossary

spiritual experience

read in Alcoholics Anonymous (1939)

In context

When our friend related his experience, the man agreed that no amount of will power he might muster could stop his drinking for long. A spiritual experience, he conceded, was absolutely necessary, but the price seemed high upon the basis suggested. He told how he lived in constant worry about those who might find out about his alcoholism. He had, of course, the familiar alcoholic obsession that few knew of his drinking. Why, he argued, should he lose the remainder of his business, only to bring still more suffering to his family by foolishly admitting his plight to people from whom he made his livelihood? He would do anything, he said, but that. BB p.155 ¶2

Here: The passage uses spiritual experience for the vital change the Book says an alcoholic needs in order to stop drinking, something beyond will power. The man grants that it is "absolutely necessary" but balks at the price of admitting his alcoholism to the people he does business with.

In 1939 experience still carried its older sense of a thing undergone, an event that has affected one, as the Online Etymology Dictionary traces it: from Latin experientia, "a trial, proof, experiment; knowledge gained by repeated trials." Spiritual meant "of or concerning the spirit, immaterial" and, in religious use, "originating with God." Put together, the phrase named something that happened to a person, not a doctrine held or a practice kept up. The Etymonline entries are all I was given here. The material includes no Webster's entry for the phrase, so I can't say how those dictionaries defined it.

In this passage the phrase is something he "conceded" to be necessary. His objection is to the price, not to the idea. A 1939 reader would hear the experience as a real, dependable remedy, so the man's refusal is a refusal of a known cure. Today the phrase can suggest a mystical or emotional peak, or a private religious feeling. In the Book it names the change that stops the drinking, and the man's worry about his livelihood stands between him and it.

Usages

Written by Claude (sonnet) from the dictionaries and passages of the lookup; every quotation in it was checked against them, and what could not be found was left out. A study aid, not a source.

In the Book 19

Alcoholics Anonymous 19

In the personal stories 2

It Might Have Been Worse

  • BB p.356 ¶2 A spiritual experience to me meant attending meetings and seeing a group of people all there for the purpose of helping each other;…

Flooded With Feeling

  • BB p.374 …night. What do I believe as a result? I can say that doubting God’s existence was no barrier at all to a spiritual experience. Also, I can say that having such an experience didn’t lead me to any certainty about God. Alcoholics…

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